Locked inside this average life
Inside these average clothes
Hiding who i really am
to be ‘normal’ i suppose

Is anyone out there like me?
Am i all alone?
The things i want are”different”
I’m risking the unknown.

Im tired of pretending
I’m in charge and what i say goes
Really I’m just a woman who wants to be controlled

I want to be perfection
Not to be abused
Pain can be such pleasure the joy of being used