at the time of that first PRIMAL scream,
my birth,
the first light,
the first sense,
i heard beyond "he is perfect, he is beautiful...."
a mothers words.
i cried unintelligible yet thought was solid.
YES i am, and today i am still...
the true narcissists first thoughts...
WELCOME TO MY WORLD....
you can only TRY to be me...
in this i am sure no one will ever succeed,
unless in weakness i lose my spine....
sins are nothing more than the loss of self...
they cannot be acompanied by another or blamed..
they are who we are,
they define what is wrong in our lives
and they are always the opposite of what we wish could be...
they are not rightiously wrong
except in the fact
that they are not worthy of sharing and as such worthless...
thats why i have never found those things i so enjoy sinful even if you have... wanna read more??? jem