A teenage girl who just cant get out of her fantasies, imagination and most of all her child hood. She finds her self not growing like the others, phiscaly and mentally. She don't have many exiting things in her life. She meets someone in her life that helps alot. she eventually becomes her best friend second from her mom which she tell her two main wemon in her life all her problems. She then finds that she is not very popular as the others, and starts her "jelousey stage" She also lives in her mind and goes back and forth with wondering why she cant be like them and is glad that she is not like them. Her thirteenth birthday come and still she is still not grown. later on in the year she relizes that she is her own person and being a child and not growing is who she realy is and thinks on her fuchar carrier and life. She is still thirteen and wants to be an author and movie writer. And that is how this book is here today.