I smile for everyone, even if I feel alone , no one will see the true me if I don't want them to. I have lost those I truely trusted and have been broken hearted many times......but I still smile with all this pain and no one will ever know . they call me things like "your a freak" "your creepy" well.... I guess I am a freak ...... I guess I am creepy< but i will not give up my happyness.... Iwill try.