Have you ever wanted to say the things that you had kept to yourself because you were either afraid of the response you'd get or it would make things difficult in your life or the other person's life if that was the issue? Well, it is hard to say what you feel without worrying about other's reactions or just afraid to confront whatever it is that you have locked away in your heart and in your soul.
This is just that and so much more, with this poetry from the deepest and darkest places in my heart and in my soul, it helped me develop a better way to relax and get things said than to actually having to go through the feelings and disappointment that could possibly or knowly go through, much easier to deal with and i know there are many people out there that are just like me and refuse to share what is really going on in their lives, in their minds and especially in their hearts and soul. Can't hide it all the time, secrets are okay, and if you can, hide them in the writings. I did.
I'm the type that if I can't deal with something really harmful to the heart and soul; I'll lock it away in my mind and never open that door again. I come from a background of a lot of hurt and devastation, a lot of abuse with drugs and having my loved ones pass away from heart ache and not being heard. I'm a mom and a friend, I have studied at MacEwan University; I have an Associates degree in Business and studied Psychology, Archeology and Paralegal. I am also an English major with a vivid imagination and a lot of life experiences that have made me into the woman that I am today. I come from a little town in the country that everyone knows everyone and it was hard to be just a kid growing up in that place where nobody would treat you like a any other kid, but to look down on me and made to feel sorry for me because of who my parents were. I love to write and to paint for relaxation and I love my pets and my kids. I was married a couple times; afraid to love again, and I love my mind.