Fallen Soldier, Angel, Desperate, Silent, Mentally Ill
I am a city girl but I live in the country. After being a runaway on a probation and joining a gang my mom decided to move to the country to try to maybe save my life. It worked. I am alive if you want to call it that. I feel out of place often but I know that I am safe and that makes everything else ok. I am a mother of 5 boys. I have lost 3 of the five to ongoing cps issues due to drug abuse. I have had a hard life and I would just like to tell some of my story to maybe help somebody out there who has been through what I have been through or might be going through it now. I just want to help. I want to relate. I want to do my part by being involved.