The thoughts still continue, but are dealt with, instead of ignored. I have my friends to support me, and they do everyday. I have realized that family and friends love you no matter what, and will always be there. I had forgotten that during the time I was fighting my "inner demons". I finally told someone. I’m getting through the days and if I have bad thoughts, I write them down and talk to someone about it. This helps me deal right away, and get it out of my head. I deal with my pain everyday, but now I can push through it, instead of pushing it aside. Whenever I did that, it only pushed back harder. I decided to share my journal because I wanted people to know what is inside the head of people going through through wrecking times. Many think that it’s a joke when it comes to these situations. For me, and millions of others, the pain is very real. Death is very real.
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sierrabear2k13 Joined: Nov-22-2011 |
I write mostly for my own purposes, just recently I decided to share my thoughts with anyone who would listen. I love to write and the book Truth Be Told is the background on why I write what I do.
