My name is Shayla. I am 20 years old. Yes I am young but I have been through a lot of pain and suffering in my time. There are things I am still dealing with that I just don't know if I want to let go or keep going through something I have realized I don't need. Most of my days I hurt. I may cry or just sit and pout, wondering what to do to solve everything. I feel that I have wasted my life, ( about 2 years of it), but I understand that it is not too late. I am starting realize what it is I need, but it's hard to let go of something I want.